Then it dawned upon me today, that those days of merry gay has long left us be.
Fading and faded, are those memories, they seemed distant and cold like old fainted stories.
Those that are be, are no longer once with me.
What's with me, are the recent reality of tears and pain, as missing you is too much for me.
Sadness filled and wept my heart, cold as it cuts,
That time does take a toll, even though love is high on its roll.
I miss those days, of great love and touch.
Those days I miss, as I can't have you to touch.
You told me, to have faith and love,
Yet it gets hard when in reality, there's no one here with me, in actuality.
Some days are good.
Some days are not.
Some days are trying,
As everyday I'm crying.
The more I love you,
The more it hurts.
Yet the more I feel it hurts,
The more I need you to love.
Yet the more I needed you,
The more it still hurts.
I love you so, that's why it pains
I love you as a part of me, that's why losing you is like losing part of me.
Ten more days to go,
As I put my feelings on hold
Will I be able to survive till then,
Before I eat myself alive again...